Feelings of Eternal Love

I offered my soul

I offered my life

For love was what I sought

For hate I wanted to fight

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My fear of being hurt

Turned to fear of being lost

Bearing the darkness within

They abandoned me

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When I first saw you

You smiled to me

And with life asking me: Do you live?

I do! was the answer surprisingly!!

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Hundreads of dreams

With you starring in

Triggered my heart's heat

And my eyes' drink

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A whole year of numbness passed

With the unfinished end of the poem's start

But the poet called life

Wrote the End with skype!

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My spoken fear came true

The night I spoke to you

You have a kind heart

But you act as a cat

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In my eyes you were perfect

For I thought there weren't others like you

In my dreams we were together

But waking up is knowing the truth about you

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As I spoke to you

Disappointment overwhelmed my mind

Because you explained to me the truth

And now I wouldn't sacrifice my life

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Losing myself, I offered my existence

Losing my game, I offered my persistence

I changed myself to survive

Fearing that your love might die!!

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My path of life

Was full of hope

That you kept alive

The love I had for you

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You broke my heart

You stole my love

With your train of thought

We both would have ended up all alone

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Unaware of your surroundings

I kept sending you my signs

Because I thought that your mind

Would conceive my inside

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I still can't believe

What I still feel for you

But I feel relieved

Now that I know you are true

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My feelings for you

Might have changed

Although mixed with disappointment

I still grieve for you

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Even though I don't love myself

I found a person that I would care for

Through Him I would see the world

Its beauty and its core

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Fear not my presence

Even if I underwent changes

I am still the same

You are still my saint

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And I gave my word of Eternal Love

But how can I keep it if I see you?

And the story ends with me being alone

And with you going on.......................